Monday, 5 March 2012

A Divine Imperial Edict from Heaven, In Memoriam Little Sophie and Rudolf

A Divine Imperial Edict


 

To some of thee earthly majesties of thy time
I might still be known and probably also be somehow
related. God sent me on this day to speak to thee,
as He feels I have finally the many failings and
faults of my time as a Holy Roman Empress and
Hungarian Queen outgrown.

It took me a while to come back to thee after my
resurrection, and I do ask for thy forgiveness, if
for some that what I have to say on God's authority
is rather belated but it comes with all my love for
thee and my greatest affection.
Good advice never really comes too late -
I hope that for most of thee the Divine law, about
which I am quickly going to talk will still seal for the
better thy personal and thine nations' fate.

Thee all know of the often inconceivable and
irretrievable losses; the unimaginable and lonely
separation from our families and from our few
friends', in short mostly not at all glamorous
isolation that the heavy burden and responsibilities
of our Divine office as God's anointed worldly
kings and queens, which we all share as we carry
our own heavy personal crosses.

But not all of us so-called nobility let ourselves
always guide by the Holy Spirit, and are rather
greedy and display more a lack of capability to
truly relate to poverty, humanity and dignity, and
subscribe to lust of power, boredom and live
under the  illusion that titles come with invincibility
and unaccountability for uninvited intrusion.

From now already thousands of years or rule
sealed with terror, war, violence and conflict
 since our dear Lord and King Jesus died
for our sins, one should think we behaved by
now with decency and love  towards our neighbours,
friends and next of kins.

But, no, it seems it is still the same old story,
that mothers, children and wives and the meek
are being taken for a ride in the name of greed
and all for the wrong copyrighters of very unholy
glory. It is time now again, for the Lion of Judah
and the true Emperor of the heavenly kingdom
on earth, Our Lord Jesus to return and to burn
away all sin and evil and to replace it with true
and pure love amongst mankind and no longer
hide  away - always my dream - His beloved
and also incarnate, womanly missus.

I know that I have been as an object of study
as a wife and mother often been far from
perfection, but I was so young then, and
overwhelmed by the responsibility of a huge
empire and kingdom and sometimes also a little
bit  concerned with my complexion, if thou
wanteth to believe the evil tongues.

What doth gossip try to achieve? What do
people, who spend their time mainly talking
about others do but numbing their own
reality and often trying to conceal their
heartbreak and the fact that they grieve
just like the rest of us, and just try to
dampen their anger und ihren Hass.

If we want this world to work in God's plan
and favour, then we all - from the baby, servant
to the master and emperor, must serve each
other, all with our gifts, naturally with varying
levels of responsibility but if it is accepted and
ruled by love and the Infinite Light then power
is in the right hands and doth not need any fight
as then the future of the heavenly kingdom on
earth indeed doth look very bright.

So, no matter who and what thee art, take it
from someone who knows all shades and facets
of a loving and suffering heart! Lead thy life
only in admiration and adoration of Godly
things, and if thou wanteth to be joined with
the soul that was chosen for  thee by Abba
from His heavenly throne, then seal thy love,
and knock on the door of thy betrothed with
just simple two or even just one golden wedding
rings, and then go to church, otherwise some
dishonest demon might be in the lurch.

Do not covet neither as kings and queens,
princes and princesses in their teens, or as
servant and master thy neighbour's wife or
belongings, or the world will continue to be
one big zone of disaster. Just throw together
all talent and skills, and then we do not need
for every nation the most expensive toys and
frills.

God's plan and design is perfect but also
simple, and He has just about enough to hear
from people only complaints about this and
that unwanted dimple.
Those who are rulers only behave often as if
they have got a clue but most of the time they
do not even know, how to clean or open their
own shoe.

I have lived through many events of my life and
of the world with  the same grace and a happy
or sad face, finding comfort only ever in love
that comes so naturally to me, and I praise God
for His greatest gift, from heaven above.
Discipline, sadness and gladness and many
a trauma are also life's necessary school for all,
but happiness comes only from selfless love
and not from selfserving madnes and cannot
be bought from any market hall or at a Waltzing
dancing ball.

Azkarah, I have recently heard from a sweet
little singing bird - languages were
always my favourite pastime: Abandon all thy
ways that may the earth or thy neighbour hurt.
Remember, says God through His messenger
Jeja, gather the rich and powerful and show them
 the ways of wisdom and understanding, f.ex.:
Mean it, when thou asketh somebody:
Comment  ca va?
Azkarah, my dear beloved brothers and sisters
of the heavenly kingdom on earth, what would
my adored Franzerl, my Jozsika, and me have
given to simply live our love instead of in  a big
palace rather from our tiny little kitchen hearth
decorated with two samples of a  turtle dove.

God, Our Heavenly Father, makes now known
 I AM, who sends His love with Jeja, my favourite
word in Greek, which I learnt in her secret garden
from Mary Magdala, from His judgment preparations
down to thee, so that thou mightest His shelter
finally in penance and forgiveness seek.
As our beloved Jesus will be very soon here, and
then thou hasteth better ready thine eyes and ears
to be able to enjoy the symphony of the heavenly
spheres.

For those who are still dwelling in darkness Jeja
is praying and saying that only to Satan's servants
the sound the Infinite Light is creating is due to
its highest  purity quite for their nerves a major
disturbance. Purity and holy truth paired with
love and light is the one true power and of the
Holy Church's and heavenly kingdom on earth's
living and eternal might.

Sisi Empress Seagull of God's Grace
8th January 2008
In Memoriam H. K.


 

                      Sisi and Jozsika POEMS

 
From Sisi to Jozsika in love -

Thoughts of the Austrian Empress
Elisabeth Resurrected for her beloved husband
Emperor Franz-Joseph in Our Lady's
Secret Garden

O my beloved Emperor of my heart,
o my beloved Jozsika, how much
splendour did our love always
radiate.

I am so humbled that even now
our story doth people greatly
fascinate. They seem to feel
that our love and affection was
true and is still alive.

It was granted to us from heaven
above it is therefore transcending
far beyond time and space and
beyond the Austrian and German
borders.

I know that because I was so young
I was often defying thy orders,
and was not always the tower of
strength to serve God and thee,
that thou had needeth me to be.

I was wild and full of innocent
passion, and far too impatient
for the boring Viennese fashion
of the rigid court.

As God's earthly but holy emperor
of Rome thy resonsibilities wore
heavily upon thy shoulders, as thou
didst try so hard to unite the nations
in faith and love and hope, so as to
manifest the heavenly kingdom
on earth there and then and to
protect the Pope.

I did try what I could, and I loved
thee and thy nations so much, and
thou trusteth me well enough to
know, as thee doth now, that I would.

Especially the Hungarian tongue
that is so sweet and comes straight
from the heart, Edessem, my sweet
darling.

How often did it play in our passion,
and in comforting and expressing our
pain, faj a szivem, when the chest
was full of tears, a major part.

I feel so sorry that just like John Donne,
whom I met here recently with his wife
Anne, thou hast lost me also so abruptly
and werest left griefstricken, and werest
unable to complete without me the Divine
plan.

How could anyone know that a knife
would kill so senselessly thy thee
infinitely loving wife? But I have forgiven
the murder as how can I not, as on my
soul even the slightest dot of darkness
means loading sin upon my life.

Now things would be very different for
us on earth, don't thee think?! We now
understand and love each other totally
in harmony and even telepathically
at one eye's sparkling blink.

Merry, merry Christmas, my strong emperor
of the sun, my adored darling spouse in His
dashing blinding white uniform, who shares
with me even when we are apart for thy holy
missions, my secret lighthouse.

Thou art our beloved Abba's angel-servant,
His holy son and truly noble knight -
I wait for thee till thou returneth unto me,
and I will not cease to pray for thee, with
all my heart's might and minden nap es ejszaka,
from morning through the day and all night.

Sisi

21st December 2007
 
From Jozsika to Sisi

SISIs Kaiserschmarrn
or the Power of Love

Mein Engel, meine Suesse,
mein Sisikem!
Wie vermisse ich deinen
geliebten Kaiserschmarrn,
edessem!

How did I love not only on
Pancake Tuesday to sit and
enjoy with the children my
favourite dessert of thine
like a ray from heaven above,
with which thou so cleverly
showed how simple can be
the way:

That an empress herself can
cook as well as serve and not at all
like a tyrant has to get on anyone's
delicate nerve.

Du warst schon immer so natuerlich
und doch auch so klug. Vor allem,
wenn immer du die Diplomatie mit
ihrer Korruption und Koketterie
gebuehrlich zur einfachen Wahrheit
fuehrtest und damit ziemlich an alten
Sitten und Gewohnheiten ruehrtest.

Du versuchst immer auf dem Rosenweg
zu schreiten, der sowohl die heilige
Wahrheit als auch mit der Naechstenliebe
und immer Gerechtigkeit wuerde bereiten.

Immer wieder bist du voller Hoffnung,
aber auch voller Melancholie von den
grossen Schmerzen in deinem noch
groesseren liebenden Herzen.

So oft wurde es dir auch von mir gebrochen,
und dann hat es in deinem heimlichen Garten
mehr nach Gottes reinigendem Feuer  als
nach suessen Rosen fuer mich gerochen.

Ich weiss, dass ich aus vielen mir nun
unverstaendlichen Gruenden unsere Liebe
oft erschwerte und erprobte, aber du warst
immer voller Vergebung und Liebe und ich
verspreche dir, dass von nun an dein Herz
wird mir sein der einzige Bote, den Gott mir
an die Seite stellt fuer die Ewigkeit, und nun
endlich auch wieder als meine Verlobte.

Du hast dir immer bewahrt die Reinheit deiner
Liebe der Jungfrau Maria, aber auch die Leidenschaft
der Magdalena in Deinem grossen Herzen, das
weit ueber die Grenzen hinaus scheint wie ein
grosses Lichterhaus.
Und so warst Du in deiner Vision von dem
Sieg der Liebe ueber alle Kriege and ueber
das  Boese unserer Zeit und mir so weit voraus.

Darum zuendetest du so unendlich viele Kerzen,
um Gott um Vergebung zu bitten fuer deine Feinde
und die Erleichterung deiner und meiner Schmerzen.

Der heilige Geist der bedingungslosen Liebe der
Maria Magdalena muss wohl noch einmal gerufen
werden, um die Menschheit mit deiner Liebe zum
Himmel und erneuert auf die Erde zurueckzubringen
weit ueber ihre Grenzen hinaus.

Mit der Hilfe von Gottes Stimme werden sie dann in
einem Akkord mit dir singen, und damit wirst du mit
Jesus endgueltig auf Erden erschaffen des ewigen
Lichtes Gotteshaus.

Ich habe unsere Kinder und die Menschheit und
dich einige Male um das Geschenk deiner Gaben
und deiner Liebe beraubt, indem ich zu lange
gezoegert und nicht genug an die Macht der
wahren Liebe habe geglaubt.

Dein Herz wurde zum ersten Male angegriffen,
als meine Mutter dir die Kinder nahm.
Dieser erste Dolchstoss war lang und tief,
und ich habe auch erst viel spaeter gemerkt,
dass die Satans Geist war, den meine Mutter
damals in ihrer Pflichterfuellung anrief,
ohne es zu wollen.

Er war so geschickt, dass nicht einmal sie
merkte, dass Gott ihm hatte erlaubt, fuer eine
Weile zu vertauschen die Rollen.
Es war deine Mutter Ludowika, die ihre
Schwester Sophie und mich wieder zur Besinnung
brachte.

Und durch ihr liebendes Mutterherz, heilte sie
unseren so unnoetigen Schmerz, und half uns,
zu vertrauen in die Vision, die so noetig war,
da sie die Heiligkeit der Familie nur mit der Weisheit
des Herzen betrachte.

In der unendlich langen Abwesenheit wegen deiner
Krankheit lerntest du die Verfeinerung und Staerke
all deiner Gaben, und von da an wurdest du geliebt
von allen wegen deiner grossen Liebe, Muetterlichkeit
und Menschlichkeit von Oesterreich, Ungarn, Korfu,
Madeira, zu der Schweiz und weit ueber alle Grenzen
hinaus, mit der du alles von dir gabst, um die
Menschheit und auch uns mit Frieden zu laben.

Deine Schoenheit und deines Herzens guetige und
leidenschaftlichen Triebe waren die zusaetzliche
Krone unserer ewigen Liebe, die so alt ist wie unsere
Seelen.
Wo immer wir sind, wir wissen, dass Gott uns immer
wieder wird im Himmel als auch auf Erden vermaehlen,
bis unser Auftrag erfuellt ist, und unsere Seelen sich
nicht mehr muessen so viel quaelen.

Das wird die Zeit, wenn die ganze glaeubige Menschheit
wird leben im Rahmen und im Geiste der heiligen Wahrheit
und Gottes ewigen Lichtes auf Erden wie im Himmel
in alle Ewigkeit. AMEN.

Jozsika




24th December/3rd January 2008

Mother Sigrid Eliora
 
 
 A Divine Imperial Edict

To some of thee earthly majesties of thy time
I might still be known and probably also be somehow
related. God sent me on this day to speak to thee,
as He feels I have finally the many failings and
faults of my time as a Holy Roman Empress and
Hungarian Queen outgrown.

It took me a while to come back to thee after my
resurrection, and I do ask for thy forgiveness, if
for some that what I have to say on God's authority
is rather belated but it comes with all my love for
thee and my greatest affection.
Good advice never really comes too late -
I hope that for most of thee the Divine law, about
which I am quickly going to talk will still seal for the
better thy personal and thine nations' fate.

Thee all know of the often inconceivable and
irretrievable losses; the unimaginable and lonely
separation from our families and from our few
friends', in short mostly not at all glamorous
isolation that the heavy burden and responsibilities
of our Divine office as God's anointed worldly
kings and queens, which we all share as we carry
our own heavy personal crosses.

But not all of us so-called nobility let ourselves
always guide by the Holy Spirit, and are rather
greedy and display more a lack of capability to
truly relate to poverty, humanity and dignity, and
subscribe to lust of power, boredom and live
under the illusion that titles come with invincibility
and unaccountability for uninvited intrusion.

From now already thousands of years or rule
sealed with terror, war, violence and conflict
since our dear Lord and King Jesus died
for our sins, one should think we behaved by
now with decency and love towards our neighbours,
friends and next of kins.

But, no, it seems it is still the same old story,
that mothers, children and wives and the meek
are being taken for a ride in the name of greed
and all for the wrong copyrighters of very unholy
glory. It is time now again, for the Lion of Judah
and the true Emperor of the heavenly kingdom
on earth, Our Lord Jesus to return and to burn
away all sin and evil and to replace it with true
and pure love amongst mankind and no longer
hide away - always my dream - His beloved
and also incarnate, womanly missus.

I know that I have been as an object of study
as a wife and mother often been far from
perfection, but I was so young then, and
overwhelmed by the responsibility of a huge
empire and kingdom and sometimes also a little
bit concerned with my complexion, if thou
wanteth to believe the evil tongues.

What doth gossip try to achieve? What do
people, who spend their time mainly talking
about others do but numbing their own
reality and often trying to conceal their
heartbreak and the fact that they grieve
just like the rest of us, and just try to
dampen their anger und ihren Hass.

If we want this world to work in God's plan
and favour, then we all - from the baby, servant
to the master and emperor, must serve each
other, all with our gifts, naturally with varying
levels of responsibility but if it is accepted and
ruled by love and the Infinite Light then power
is in the right hands and doth not need any fight
as then the future of the heavenly kingdom on
earth indeed doth look very bright.

So, no matter who and what thee art, take it
from someone who knows all shades and facets
of a loving and suffering heart! Lead thy life
only in admiration and adoration of Godly
things, and if thou wanteth to be joined with
the soul that was chosen for thee by Abba
from His heavenly throne, then seal thy love,
and knock on the door of thy betrothed with
just simple two or even just one golden wedding
rings, and then go to church, otherwise some
dishonest demon might be in the lurch.

Do not covet neither as kings and queens,
princes and princesses in their teens, or as
servant and master thy neighbour's wife or
belongings, or the world will continue to be
one big zone of disaster. Just throw together
all talent and skills, and then we do not need
for every nation the most expensive toys and
frills.

God's plan and design is perfect but also
simple, and He has just about enough to hear
from people only complaints about this and
that unwanted dimple.
Those who are rulers only behave often as if
they have got a clue but most of the time they
do not even know, how to clean or open their
own shoe.

I have lived through many events of my life and
of the world with the same grace and a happy
or sad face, finding comfort only ever in love
that comes so naturally to me, and I praise God
for His greatest gift, from heaven above.
Discipline, sadness and gladness and many
a trauma are also life's necessary school for all,
but happiness comes only from selfless love
and not from selfserving madnes and cannot
be bought from any market hall or at a Waltzing
dancing ball.

Azkarah, I have recently heard from a sweet
little singing bird - languages were
always my favourite pastime: Abandon all thy
ways that may the earth or thy neighbour hurt.
Remember, says God through His messenger
Jeja, gather the rich and powerful and show them
the ways of wisdom and understanding, f.ex.:
Mean it, when thou asketh somebody:
Comment ca va?
Azkarah, my dear beloved brothers and sisters
of the heavenly kingdom on earth, what would
my adored Franzerl, my Jozsika, and me have
given to simply live our love instead of in a big
palace rather from our tiny little kitchen hearth
decorated with two samples of a turtle dove.

God, Our Heavenly Father, makes now known
I AM, who sends His love with Jeja, my favourite
word in Greek, which I learnt in her secret garden
from Mary Magdala, from His judgment preparations
down to thee, so that thou mightest His shelter
finally in penance and forgiveness seek.
As our beloved Jesus will be very soon here, and
then thou hasteth better ready thine eyes and ears
to be able to enjoy the symphony of the heavenly
spheres.

For those who are still dwelling in darkness Jeja
is praying and saying that only to Satan's servants
the sound the Infinite Light is creating is due to
its highest purity quite for their nerves a major
disturbance. Purity and holy truth paired with
love and light is the one true power and of the
Holy Church's and heavenly kingdom on earth's
living and eternal might.

Sisi Empress Seagull of God's Grace
8th January 2008
In Memoriam Harry Kuck
Mother Sigrid Eliora
Sisi's story for her children:

The Roaring Lion

Angelwings have fallen off
from the child that was once
announced and became already
as a young man God's future  King.

The lamb of God is now safely
tucked away in the rose  scented
garden, as Our Lord had died,
and has risen and now He will come
again to bring His beloved bride
a golden wedding ring.

But it will not be with a 'maeh'
because His heart's empress
and God's queen, has now kissed
the frog:

She needs Him despite all the
confusing fog to be really strong,
because the world is full of
good but also some evil matters,
and they are badly wrong.

Some countries  are even in total
tatters or at war.
That is, why the Lion of Judah,
that is Jesus' latest name, must
now come to sort it out and
loudly roar.

As God needs Him to be the
cool father and the bride the
cool mother they want all the
children to be also to each
other a good sister and a loving
brother.

He will not for much longer hide
and with His new wife start together
a new life. He will help people
to be really kind and come with a
big stride.

Together they they do not
mind at all to serve mankind in
every wind and weather, as they
think that nobody should just be a
major or a minor.

God's new kingdom comes down
from heaven to all people on earth,
and when we love and are nice to each
other, then it starts even from our
own kitchen hearth.

If you see and hear pitter-patter of tiny
baby shoes under the Christmas
tree with drawings of the beloved
funny snowman you know He is
somewhere near as He likes to make
fun, whenever He can.

He so much likes just like you to
laugh and to smile, even if sometimes
with some adults it takes a while as
they have a lot on their mind, and,
please, don't take it out on them,
when you are sad, just be kind!

It is so nice to celebrate Christmas
as we remember the birth of Jesus.
And guess what, an angel told me
that He will soon even have an auntie
or sort of mother for you all, after
He weds His future missus.

She is also called Mary, just like
His Mother, and you can call on
Jesus and her just whenever you
need an older sister and an older
brother.

Sisi

A.D. I.C. 21st December 2007

Mother Sigrid Eliora
 

 

CRADLE SONG
FOR MY BELOVED SON

RUDOLPH, OH, RUDOLPH,
MY BABY, MY BROTHER, MY FRIEND!
THOU WEREST SO PRECIOUS TO ME
AND TO THY FATHER, BUT HE WAS
RATHER TOO STRICT ON THEE OUT
OF THE PROTECTION AGAINST THE
EVIL OF THE DEVIL, WHO ATTACKED
THEE AND ALL OF US OVER AND
OVER AGAIN FOR WHAT IT SEEMS
ETERNITY.

EVEN IN DEATH THEY DO NOT
LEAVE THEE ALONE, THOSE
TRAITORS WITHIN OUR OWN
FAMILY, THY COUSIN, WHO
DID MIX WITH ALL THE WRONG
FRIENDS AND THINE, SOME
OF WHOM WORE SECRETLY
TO GAIN PART OF THY CROWN
A CONE.

OH, RUDOLPH, RUDOLPH,
WHY COULD WE NOT PROTECT
THEE AND THE LOVE OF THY LIFE?
I SO WISH, THY FATHER WOULD HAVE
ALLOWED THEE, TOO, THAT THOU
DIDST MARRY OUT OF LOVE
THY WIFE.

ALWAYS SECRETS OVER SECRETS
THAT DESTROY ALL THAT IS
SACRED AND ONLY CAUSE
ETERNAL REGRETS.
IT IS NOT EASY TO BE THE
RULER OF A HOLY EMPIRE
AND THY FATHER HAD
SACRIFICED ALL OUR LIVES
- IT WAS SO HARD ON HIM
AS IT WAS REALLY AGAINST
HIS NATURE AND SOMETIMES
EVEN HE HAD HAD IT UP
TO HIS BRIM - JUST TO
FOR THE GREATER GOOD
AS THE WORLD AS THOU DIDST
ONLY TOO WELL KNOWETH
WAS REGARDING THE EMPIRE
NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.

BUT I ALWAYS DID LOVE AND I
DID ADMIRE THY FATHER AND THEE
AND ALL MY DAUGHTERS, AND IT BROKE
MY HEART THAT THOU DIDST NOT
GROW UP WITH OUR LITTLE SUNSHINE
SOPIE - THEE ART ALL MY
LIFE FOR ETERNITY, EVEN WHEN
THE DEVIL'S FOLLOWERS PORTRAY
ME AS A BAD MOTHER AND WIFE!

WE NEVER CARED MUCH FOR
WHAT 'THEY' SAID, ESPECIALLY
NOT THE REST OF THE ARISTOCRACY.
ALTHOUGH I DO HAVE COMPASSION
AND SYMPATHY FOR MOST OF THEM,
AS THEY ARE OFTEN LOST SOULS,
I DO HATE ANYBODY'S HYPOCRISY.

WHAT DID I EXPECT FROM A SOCIETY
THAT ALREADY HAD KILLED A MAN
LIKE MOZART AND THEN CELEBRATE
AND MAKE A LOT OF MONEY WITH
THE VERY SAME OPERA FOR
ENTERTAINMENT AFTER HIS DEATH,
OVER WHICH THEY EVEN REFUSED
TO PUT ON HIS GRAVE A WREATH.

AND THEN THEY PRESENTED THY
DEATH AS A SUICIDE - THAT
WAS THE HIGHEST BETRAYAL
AND THY FATHER EVEN HAD
TO DECLARE THEE INSANE
IN ORDER TO BURY THEE
IN DIGNITY, WHICH WAS NOT
EVEN GRANTED TO THY
LOVELY AND INNOCENT MARY,
WHO SO ADORED THEE.

OH, RUDOLPH, RUDOLPH,
I SO WISH I COULD HAVE
CRADLED THEE IN MY ARMS BUT
THEY TOOK ALSO THEE AWAY FROM ME.
AND AT THY END I STILL WISH
I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING
TO  PREVENT THY TERRIBLE FATE
BUT I WAS SIMPLY, LIKE THY
FATHER, TOO LATE.

 I HAVE FAILED THEE SO MUCH AND
I SO LONG TO HOLD MY BABY,
TO FEEL THY TENDER BOY'S TOUCH.
MY SON, WHO SO LOVES HIS
FREEDOM LIKE ME, THE BREATH
OF LOVE FOR ETERNITY.

THOU DIDST HAVE SUCH A HARD
CHILDHOOD FULL OF TOUGHEST
TRAINING AND  DISCIPLINE, AND WHEN I
FOUND OUT THEY EVEN TEACH THEE
AT A YOUNG AGE TO KILL, EVEN IF
IT IS AN ANIMAL, I HAD FINALLY
THE COURAGE TO REMOVE
THEE AT LEAST FROM THAT
KIND OF BRUTAL EXERCISE DRILL.

WHY WAS IT SO BAD, IF THY INTERESTS
LAY IN NATURAL SCIENCE AND MINERALS,
WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN PROUD ABOUT
THAT, NOT LIKE THY GRANDMOTHER, SAD!

THEE ART IN MY MEMORY SO SWEET,
AND IN MY ARMS I HOLD THEE AND SING,
AS TO ME THOU ART ALWAYS LIKE THY
FATHER THE ETERNAL EMPEROR
AND LOVE'S MAGIC KING.

SISI EMPRESS SEAGULL OF GOD'S GRACE
IN MEMORY OF RUDOLPH'S BIRTHDAY
21ST AUGUST 1858

Mother Sigrid Eliora





 

In Memory of Sophie and Rudolf

Oh, Sophie, we so missed thee,
our darling little angel, we would
have given our own lives for thee,
if thou couldst have been still with
us and thy siblings, Rudolf, Gisela
and Marie-Valerie, who were left
to us as thy loving triangle, yet
I was so heartbroken with my own
situation that I had to take thee
with me to Hungary.

Forevermore I feel this guilt
that I did not do  enough
and failed to protect thee from
evil and disease as I was meant
to be on earth thy perfect
motherly shield.

And then thy darling brother,
Rudolf, whom I have also failed
so many times as his mother.
Why, o why, did I so  much about
my own misery and grief bother?!

I should have been there for thee
and him and for the others, thine
father and for thee, and fought
thy cause against thy grandmother
with thy name, Erzherzogin Sophie,
and not just spent my time running
around like a busy bee;

I kept myself occupied with
the safety of our nation and riding
out just to escape from myself, from
me, and to counteract the evermore
depressing helplessness and
frustration.

Oh, my firstborn darling girl, the
whole world would have been blinded
by thy Infinite light that shone in thee
through God and with all His might.
Thou wouldst have been an empress
of God's grace as even in thine short
life thou hasteth touched many hearts
with the love in thy big eyes and in
little angelic face, and all that was left
for thy father and me were years of
tears and desperate cries.

The agony, when thee wereth taken
away from me, I have never forgotten,
and it made me feel even resentful,
please, forgive me, El Shaddai, against
Our Lord and King , His beloved Son,
who came to us through thee begotten.
But my faith and love have despite the
grief never left my soul and I pray that
I tried all that I could to walk on my
soul's path directed by the Holy Spirit
from heaven above.

How I have failed also Rudolf, thy brother
and Maria, the love of his life, who was
so  young and never was allowed to be
called his wife. How many times has this
family been stabbed in one way or another
in the back with a knife?

It was all too much for thy father and me,
and although we so loved and understood
each other, we could not sort ourselves out
enough to enjoy the rest of our lives in peace
and in harmony, not even in Godollo, our
sanctuary in Hungary.

From my place in heaven I did always pray
that one day we get the chance in thine and
Rudolf's memory to somehow help that the
heavenly kingdom on earth may manifest in
purity and for all eternity with the Infinite
Light's ray that shines for but only one holy
nation brightly on God's beloved Son's
illuminated way.

Sisi Empress Seagull of God's Grace
2nd May 2008

R.I.P. Little holy rose Sophie and Rudolf,
both martyrs
Mother Sigrid Eliora



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